Isha, Isha, Isha.. Enough with your (bad) lies:o

Oh where do i even start again..
Isha you yap on and on and on about how you hate lying yet here you are once again lying through your teeth to cover your own back.

Ok firstly I want to point out that you clearly know nothing about me if you think I love drama.. I hate it. It makes my skin crawl. I hate drama more than anything really, unlike certain people who seem to have it constantly surrounding them like a bad odour -_- I don't like attention either. I have nothing to hide here either so I'll just spit it out. For all those who dont know I do indeed have Social Anxiety, so obviously the allegations I love attention is totally wrong, I can't stand it, I panic - badly - with it.  It sort of also explains why I dislike even going into public chats/chatrooms on games if you were wondering about that too. This is basically what it means for me:

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I didn't call you 'the bad one', I am just letting people know the side of you that you usually hide until you get close enough to hurt, EVERYONE that has ever been friends with you knows it deep down though some are scared to admit it to you, although they have done to me. I must be more approachable, huh? I guess it's because I don't shout at people when something doesn't go my way.

You have NO RIGHT to bring in something so delicate and personal such as my self-harm and depression. It is something I have kept private for over two years and only confided in close friends whom I love (yes, proof I did truly love you) and yet you feel the urge to make it public to make yourself sound better? I never realised you were so twisted and you're proving it all by yourself. I know a lot of personal things about you, some ongoing, and I won't EVER bring up how I supported you in them to make myself sound better because its personal and I will not stoop so low. I remember when I cut off all ties with my best friend in the entire world, Kelsey for you.. If I hadn't have, you'd have left me, you said it yourself. It took me so long to let her go because she was.. She was Kelsey. We had been through the same things and were supporting each other through them, staying up all night comforting each other and trying to see the future no matter how dark it seemed. Now despite falling out with Kelsey for her 'betraying you' (she spoke to someone Isha didnt like for advice on how to create a room on IMVU), Kelsey no matter what, NEVER, not once told ANYBODY about my personal problems. THAT is the definition of a true loyal friend, not you!!!

You are 18, don't you dare deny it because I am sure I can throw proof up in no time from somewhere and your name IS in fact Zara. I know this for a fact because you told me and many other close friends, and remember, you claim not to be a liar:P And also because when you showed me an email from MSP to your personal email it has your real name 'Zara _ _ _ _ _ _' at the top! And, this is your name because when I was making your blog post your cousin told me to cross out your real name for the blog. Also, when we met you told me about how you were studying in Sixth Form and wanted to go on to be a fashion designer. Liar liar liar, you don't fool anyone!

It's funny really. If Roxy told me something and I didn't tell you, I was seen as the bad guy for keeping secrets. But when I tell you, I get persecuted for 'causing trouble!' Wheres the logic in that eh?

You say you hate two-faced people and yet you're the most 2 faced of them all. You talk about EVERYONE, even your 'best friends'. No matter what anyone does you find ways to pick at them. You know, if I look back now, I have not had one normal conversation with you since around Christmas 2012. (Normal being you not talking about anyone or complaining)

I don't take feelings lightly. When you were in hospital multiple times my only comfort was seeing your name pop up on my phone screen even if it just said 'Hi.' At times, and I'm not going to lie and say I was big and brave, I was inconsolable. I cared for you deeply and it's just sad that you only ever focus on the negatives rather than the positives.

ALSO ROXY: Just a quick note because I don't want to waste up too much room about your post because it basically, as always with you, just reitterates what Isha said. But, you say I am wrong for adding Holly as a BFF when we fell out? YOUR BEST FRIEND ISHA was the one who put that idea forward! She wanted to see the reaction me and Holly would get before she added Candi too! Isha did you skip that bit out too..?:S And personally, looking back now, Holly seemed to be a better friend in that short space of time than you both have recently.

Isha you have changed. I believe MSP has changed you - for the worse obviously. I'm not entirely sure whether it is the stress, the hate or the fame went to your head, whichever it was I pray for you, I pray one day you will come out of this as a different person and do something good with your life because I wouldn't even wish my worst enemy to stay on a children's game all their life:S

Finally, the reaction of you finding out I told Nick you told me to delete his IMVU was genuine. If you hadn't asked me it would have been worded totally differently, maybe something along the lines of 'You said to Nick i told you to delete JoshDaGoldDigger? OMG!!!' You aren't stupid c'mon we both know that.

It was impossible to talk to my boyfriend without you going through our conversations when he was out the room and screenshotting them and sending them to people! Omg it's sooo sad really. Do you have no respect or dignity?

And finally, I would like to thank a certain someone for being the only person close to some people to listen to my side of the story and understand without going ape on me. I have a lot of respect for you at present and you know who you are. I will not give away your identity, ever, obviously. Thank you anyway. 

Another thank you to all those many wonderful people who are seeing the truth and are beginning to understand. It just goes to show who the real mature players of the game are. Thank you.

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